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Darryl L. Foster

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'''Darryl L. Foster''', also known as ''Pastor DL Foster'', is former practicioner practitioner of homosexual alias sodomical lifestyle. In 2010, he declared to celebrate 20 years being out of homosexuality by the grace of God. According to his testimony, God saved him April 12, 1990 and Foster now encourages others that God is able to deliver them and keep them set free.<ref>{{cite web |title=After 20 years out of homosexuality |url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mInH0Ev5Ldo |accessdate=23 Apr 2016 }}</ref>
==Childhood experiences==
In 1982, he hid his homosexuality so he could join the Army. He traveled all over the world and everywhere he could always find another man to have sex with. He went through periods of deep depression, when he felt so lonely he wanted to die. When he came out of his depression, he had to have sex to make him feel powerful and secure. He developed a hard attitude toward others, even his lovers: ''"People existed to give me pleasure; when I was finished, I simply discarded them."''
At the height of his life as a "gay" man he felt invincible. No one could stop him, not even God: ''"I don't care if I go to hell!"'' he told God when he felt convicted about his sexuality. But he was still unhappy and unfulfilled. Thoughts ''"You can find sex partners anytime you want, but none of them love you"'' tormented him to such degree that now he believes they came from [[satan]] and perceives them as an attempt to push him further along the path of self -destruction. After years of homosexual sex in all its devaluing forms, he still felt unloved and worthless.
He spent 11 years as identified "gay" man and it was something that he originally thought that literally would be so for the rest of his life. There were times when he loved what he thought he was, and there were times when he wanted to break free, this is what he describes now as love-hate relationship.
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