Nevertheless, Dijkstra reports that later he made a remarkable discovery that ''“In Christ, there are no enrooted immutable life schemes, let them be engraved in an individual for whatever time”. After that, he refused not only his “old homosexual identity”'' but also a ''“selfish, envious, self-pitting, and rationalizing inner man”''. | Nevertheless, Dijkstra reports that later he made a remarkable discovery that ''“In Christ, there are no enrooted immutable life schemes, let them be engraved in an individual for whatever time”. After that, he refused not only his “old homosexual identity”'' but also a ''“selfish, envious, self-pitting, and rationalizing inner man”''. |