Changes

Well, where shall I start. I must confess, first, that I cannot answer truthfully since the factors are advanced beyond earthy comprehension and is along the lines of casual determinism, but I will try to respond with as much integrity. I suppose the real reason for my rejection of that anti-establishment, delusioned assembly and my formation of an array of like-minded individuals is the simple theory that all forces in the universe have an equal and opposite force. I sort of got bromidic with all these equally intellectual individuals abandoning common sense and moral integrity for such a strong-willed, yet, false ideology. But I cannot say the left is dead. Even an organism with the mental sophistication of an ant, can see that the far left is alive and well here and abroad. This ideology is very infectious and is very simple to acquire due to its tempting gaze. But the ironic thing is I used to be one of these willfully serving subjects of this controlling ideal, an ideal that masks itself with the promise of complete liberation, but its true intention is domination. I too believed that with enough knowledge and wisdom of myself and of others I can control my destiny and change the world. That nothing in this world can stop me from doing anything I wanted. Though along that path I encountered something that changed me, that knowledge and wisdom is not enough: man and the universe is imperfect, and that is why it is beautiful. There are some things in this world man cannot control. One of those things that man cannot control is himself, and that man is not truely free from himself and others until death. This encounter came after a striking meeting with the horrors of reality, and I saw the flaw of this ideology. It exploits the confusion of the mind and absorbs you and makes you think for you, and at the same time you completely forget that you can think for yourself.I have subjugated myself in a middle ground that I have lost hope in many HUMAN ideologies and I do the best I can to do what is right, whenever I get the chance. But do not get me wrong I have not given up hope in humanity, for they are capable in many great things. And, despite what some may believe, I never wanted to control or subjugate your to the same beliefs as mine for we both believe (or so I thought) that man is not meant to control others, only to wonder what our place is in this world and when the time comes to protect the innocent of this world and too make sure my neighbor doesn't loose his will.

Well, where shall I start. I must confess, first, that I cannot answer truthfully since the factors are advanced beyond earthy comprehension and is along the lines of casual determinism, but I will try to respond with as much integrity. I suppose the real reason for my rejection of that anti-establishment, delusioned assembly and my formation of an array of like-minded individuals is the simple theory that all forces in the universe have an equal and opposite force. I sort of got bromidic with all these equally intellectual individuals abandoning common sense and moral integrity for such a strong-willed, yet, false ideology. But I cannot say the left is dead. Even an organism with the mental sophistication of an ant, can see that the far left is alive and well here and abroad. This ideology is very infectious and is very simple to acquire due to its tempting gaze. But the ironic thing is I used to be one of these willfully serving subjects of this controlling ideal, an ideal that masks itself with the promise of complete liberation, but its true intention is domination. I too believed that with enough knowledge and wisdom of myself and of others I can control my destiny and change the world. That nothing in this world can stop me from doing anything I wanted. Though along that path I encountered something that changed me, that knowledge and wisdom is not enough: man and the universe is imperfect, and that is why it is beautiful. There are some things in this world man cannot control. One of those things that man cannot control is himself, and that man is not truely free from himself and others until death. This encounter came after a striking meeting with the horrors of reality, and I saw the flaw of this ideology. It exploits the confusion of the mind and absorbs you and makes you think for you, and at the same time you completely forget that you can think for yourself.I have subjugated myself in a middle ground that I have lost hope in many HUMAN ideologies and I do the best I can to do what is right, whenever I get the chance. But do not get me wrong I have not given up hope in humanity, for they are capable in many great things. And, despite what some may believe, I never wanted to control or subjugate your to the same beliefs as mine for we both believe (or so I thought) that man is not meant to control others, only to wonder what our place is in this world and when the time comes to protect the innocent of this world and too make sure my neighbor doesn't loose his will.