Changes

During my first year of college, I met some cool people who were affiliated with the college's Christian group. One of the women I ended up dating for a good amount of time <small>(she has a great amount of interesting knowledge on complex topics -- carbonated water bubbles~)</small>.

During my first year of college, I met some cool people who were affiliated with the college's Christian group. One of the women I ended up dating for a good amount of time <small>(she has a great amount of interesting knowledge on complex topics -- carbonated water bubbles~)</small>.

Over time however, I was enlightened by how people really act when they aren't in the eyes of others. We eventually broke up because "God told her". I'm not sure if God did or not, but He might have, I'll have someone ask Him if I remember.

Over time however, I was enlightened by how people really act when they aren't in the eyes of others. I was scolded by a few for "being a distraction" when they themselves don't pay attention during class. My girlfriend and I eventually broke up because "God told her". I'm not sure if God did or not, but He might have, I'll have someone ask Him if I remember.

All the things I've seen during that year... that is probably why I've stopped aligning myself with Christianity. Not only the other people, but also the fact that I felt like such worthless junk at the end of the day. All the bad things I've done and all the bad things that I know I'll end up doing in the future. Because all humans are destined to sin. God hates sin. He's disappointed in us when we sin.

All the things I've seen during that year... that is probably why I've stopped aligning myself with Christianity. Not only the other people, but also the fact that I felt like such worthless junk at the end of the day. All the bad things I've done and all the bad things that I know I'll end up doing in the future. Because all humans are destined to sin. God hates sin. He's disappointed in us when we sin.