| | You are basically fucking endorsing torture that results in queer teenagers committing suicide. If you continue to promote this, more teens will die. So delete this fucking piece of homophobic transphobic pseudoscientific bullshit. | | You are basically fucking endorsing torture that results in queer teenagers committing suicide. If you continue to promote this, more teens will die. So delete this fucking piece of homophobic transphobic pseudoscientific bullshit. |
| | + | I was raised in a flawless Christian home, carefully protected from outside evil and carefully trained in God's word by dedicated parents, homeschooled to keep me clean of evil influences from society and other children. But in spite of the perfection which should have left me clear of any moral issues, at 13 and on I got saddled with a same sex internal lust drive that was relentless and impossible to defeat by any self discipline. I fought it relentlessly and prayed for victory endlessly with no relief for 33 years. Didn't get married because that just wouldn't have worked, I had no desire for a woman. But due to my biblical foundation I refused to open up, openly identify as gay and involve any other men, so it all got internalized and hidden. I kept trying to figure out where it might have come from, what caused it to get started? but always came up blank. My early life was too pure protected and flawless. Finally I realized nothing was working to fix it, I thought it would take a miracle of God's power to change me to normal, as I knew it was sin and had to be overcome to get to heaven. And so at about 46 years of age switched my prayer a bit and just threw the whole mental mess on Him. Immediately God started leading me on a course of discovery that revealed exactly what it was that caused it to arise as a young person and how to reverse program my own mind to delete the issue. The mychainsaregone.org articles revealed the basic concept, that plus my own experience revealed that we've actually been throwing the door wide open to both same sex and cross sex lust addictions for our young people by one small element of our completely moral lifestyle that we do, which we think is protecting them from immorality. While totally blind to what we've been doing. It's a very easy thing to do and very pleasant and enjoyable, but can be hard to do in the current social climate just because it involves a socially forbidden thing. Just simply start going naked and intentionally ignoring it, think about and do anything else until I almost forget I'm not wearing anything. Had to do it in isolated work in the forest and garden and recreation, hiking etc. As the conscious mind is trained to see myself and others naked and ignore it as part of the background scene of common life, it reacts on the subconscious carnal force and it is also trained or reconditioned to ignore the body and stop making it a lust inspiring sight. By practising that for months up to over a year as much as possible, the same sex lust drive steadily weakened until one day it just dropped out of my mind completely. Then I realized that it was my parents rigorous dressing agenda as a child, thinking to thereby protect me from developing immoral views, never allowing me to see them naked in common life and conditioning my mind to ignore it as nothing, that caused my subconscious carnal drive to turn the body into porn and a lust addiction. The same reconditioning plan works for all kinds of sexual lust addictions and body insecurity issues. I have written up my own story in a 9 page document, detailing what happened to me and how I discovered what the solution is. anyone want it emailed to them send me a message on FB. I'm Reuben Titus with the horse. |